Masa

Hi there!
Dini hari gini tetiba gue teringat ilmu yang baru gue dapat dan ingin membaginya pada semua.

Sore itu, di sekre BEM KM UNAND, gue mendapatkan ilmu ini dari seorang kakak.

Kita manusia, terbagi pada melewati 3 masa selama hidup.

Pertama, teens. "you have time, you have energy, but you don't have any money."

Kedua, worker. "you have energy, you make money, but you don't have time. Always too busy!"

Terakhir, eldest. "you have time, you have money, but you run out of energy. Too weak to do something."

Intinya, kita manusia memang memiliki sejuta keinginan, beribu targetan, satu cita-cita yang tinggi. Tapi segalanya yang kita harapkan tidak dapat terpenuhi dalam satu masa. Semua akan indah pada waktu yang selaras.

Selamat malam. Selamat beristirahat :)

bukan untukmu

hi there!
sebelumnya, ini bukan ditujukan untukmu, ini hanyalah ungkapan hatiku.

nanti, jika kamu berkesempatan membacanya di tengah kesibukanmu, ingatlah sekali lagi! ini bukan ditujukan untukmu, ini hanya curahan hatiku.

aku hanya ingin bertanya pada keadaan, apa salahku?
aku bukan ingin mengadu, tapi sejak awal aku selalu melakukan ini-itu untuk diterima. tidak hanya aku, tapi kita, setidaknya begitu pikirku waktu itu.
tapi kamu, sejak awal juga aku tahu, tanpa ini-itu mereka telah menerimamu. mengapa tidak begitu denganku?

hingga kini, aku tetap melakukan ini-itu untuk selalu diterima.
tapi kamu, tanpa ini-itu tetap diterima.
mengapa keadaan sebegini terhadapku?

mungkin ini sebabnya aku tidak mau lagi muncul di depanmu.
kamu hebat, tapi tidak lagi begitu di mataku.
aku mungkin bukan bayanganmu, karena itu aku sadari tidak ada lagi gunanya aku berdiri di sampingmu.
tidak, bukan di samping. samping, agak selangkah di belakang.

menyedihkan bukan?
keadaan yang melakukan ini padaku.
tapi ini bukan ditujukan padamu, ini hanya bentuk curahan hatiku.

selamat tinggal kita yang dulu,
jika mungkinlah kita berjumpa kembali, demi keegoisanku,
izinkan aku untuk tetap dapat menjemputmu dengan kelegaan hatiku.
meski butuh waktu.

selamat tinggal kita yang dulu...

next to you

hi there!

it's lazy time!

secara malam minggu :D hahaha di balik kenyataan ternyata gue masih punya setumpuk 'duty' yang seharusnya kelar dalam waktu deket ini, belum lagi kalo Rabu depan gue masih harus lanjutin Mid Test, ga papa kali ya untuk semalam ini aja gue nganggur dulu. istirahat, bilang aja begitu. soalnya sejak Mid Test ngantuknya udah akumulasi, jadi sekarang bawaannya minta dilunasi. heeemm..

jadi ceritanya tadi seharian ini udah dua kali diPHP-in sama hujan. setiap hujan tiba-tiba ngeguyur deras, baru aja mau jejingkrakan nyambut hujan eh doi malah pergi lagi. Allah emang ga pernah setengah-setengah kok. mungkin ujan diturunin segitu itu tujuannya buat ngingatin kita kali ya, di balik kesusahan itu ada kemudahan, walopun sekejap dan ga bisa diprediksi kapan datengnya. cailah, pinter banget gue memaknainya. hihihi :D berasa dewasa *dazzling eyes*

anyway, ini lirik lagu buat malam ini. 

here they are, Jordin Sparks' Next To You :) for ya all :*

Two o'clock and I wish that I was sleepingYou're in my head like a song on the radioAll I know is I gotta get next to youYeah, I gotta get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes into hoursTo find the nerve just to call you on the telephone'Cause you don't know that I gotta get next to you
Maybe we're friends and maybe we're moreMaybe it's just my imaginationBut I see you stare just a little too longAnd it makes me start to wonderSo baby, call me crazy but I think you feel it tooMaybe I, maybe I, just gotta get next to youI gotta get next to you
Asked around and I heard that you were talkingTold my girl that you thought I was out of your leagueWhat a fool, I gotta get next to you, oh yeah
It's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep'Cause I wish, yeah I wish you knew what you mean to meBaby, let's get together and end this mystery
Maybe we're friends and maybe we're moreMaybe it's just my imaginationBut I see you stare just a little too longAnd it makes me start to wonderSo baby, call me crazy but I think you feel it tooMaybe I, maybe I, just gotta get next to you
Watcha gotta say? Watcha gotta do?How you get the one you want to wanna get next to you?Watcha gotta say? Watcha gotta do?How you get the one you want to wanna get next to you?
Watcha gotta say? Watcha gotta do?How you get the one you want to wanna get next to you?Watcha gotta say? Watcha gotta do?How you get the one you want to wanna get next to you, yeah yeahTo wanna get next to you?
Maybe we're friends, maybe we're moreAnd maybe it's just my imaginationBut I see you stare just a little too longAnd it makes me start to wonderSo baby, call me crazy but I think you feel it tooSo baby, call me crazy but I know you feel it tooMaybe I, maybe I, just gotta get next to youNext to you, I gotta get next to you

maybe we're friends, maybe we're more

and maybe it's just my imagination

but i see you stare just little too long

and it makes me start to wonder

see? lo yang bikin gue berpikiran seperti itu :)

happy birthday, D!

hi D!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

aku ga bisa ngasih apa-apa.

aku cuma bisa berdoa.

SEMOGA KAMU SELALU BAHAGIA :)

AMIN.

regards,

      E    

i can't live because of you

hi there!
what a lovely Monday! maybe because this monday is a little bit calm. sebenernya sih ga begitu kalem juga kalo inget besok itu adalah mid test! uwooooo.. hahahaha tapi tau ni dari tadi bawaannya masih aja leha-leha. heleeeh --"

so, what am i gonna do? something stupid and unimportant as usual? hmmm, yeah. hihi. i'm gonna post this. udah ga tertahankan kegalauan yang diakibatkan oleh makna lirik lagu berikut. cuma ingin menumpahkan sedikit. daripada disimpen trus jadi jerawat? ga asik dong.. heehehe.

okay then, check these out (bayangin seseorang nyanyiin lirik lagu ini buat lo!)!

I Can't Live Because of You
by: Seo In Guk

Call me late at night, it’s okay if you bother me
If you say “Where are you? Come to me,” I’ll fly over
I’ll give my golden Friday night to you
I can’t say it any other way, I will just show it all to you

Oh girl, you’re my ideal type, I’m totally ready
To give you everything girl because the fact that you showed up in my life
Is the greatest happening girl, you’ are my favorite accident
Please know that you’re my focus, whenever, wherever

I can’t live because of you, I can’t live because of you
I’ve fallen so deeply for you, who makes fireworks erupt in my heart – do you know?
Even if you get mad, angry and irritated, you are pretty, whatever you do, you’re pretty
I love you because you’re you

Give me you, give me your heart if I beg for it
“What? I can’t hear you” – you pretend not to hear me
You pretend to ignore it and pretend you don’t know
But then in my ears, you whisper “I love you,” you’re so pretty

You pretended not to know but I think you read my eyes,
Which were earnestly saying ‘Answer Me,” because of you, my heart feels anxious
Because of you, I melt like the March snow
Everywhere I go, I see your face
I really can’t live because of you

I can’t live because of you, I can’t live because of you
I’ve fallen so deeply for you, who makes fireworks erupt in my heart – do you know?
Even if you get mad, angry and irritated, you are pretty, whatever you do, you’re pretty
I love you because you’re you

Oh my god, I can’t live because of you
Even your scrunched up face is so loveable, what do I do?
I want to hug you, all of you

You’re pretty because you’re you
I only have you because you’re you
You are my love

I live because of you, I live because of you
The reason why I love you is just you – will you promise me?
That you will stay by my side just like you are doing now so that I can love you?
One more time, I love you, love you

Romanized:

Saebyeoge jeonhwahae goerophyeodo dwae
Eodiya dallyeowa’hamyeon nallagal teni
Geum gateun friday night nege bachilge
Dollyeo mal motae nan geunyang boyeojulge da

Oh girl naui isanghyeong nan junbiga dwae isseo wanjeon
To give you everything girl waenyamyeon naui sarme nega natanan geon
Choegoui sageoninikka you are my favorite accident
Arajwo nega nae jungsimiya eonjedeun eodi eseodeun

Neo ttaeme mossara neo ttaemune naega mossara o nan
Nae mame bulkkot twige haneun neoege puk ppajin geol neo geugeo alkka
Hwanaego torajigo ppichyeodo neon yeppeun geol mwol haedo neon da yeppeo o wo
Neoraseo neol saranghae

Neodo jwo nimam jwo naega joreumyeon
Mworago? An deullyeo deureun cheokdo an hago
Moreun cheok anin cheok mari eopdaga
Gwitgae ‘saranghae’ haneun nega yeppeungeol

Anin cheokhadaga ama ganjeolhage ‘eungdapharago’ malhaneun
Nae nunbicheul ilgeonna bwa neo ttaemune mam jollyeotdaga dasi
Neo ttaemune noga 3worui nuncheoreom ne eolguri boyeo ganeun gotmada
Jinjja naega neo ttaemune mossara

Oh my god neo ttaemune na mot sara
Jjinggeurin eolgulkkaji mongttang da sarangseureoungeol eotteokhae
Ana jugopa, neoran saramui jeonche

Neon neoraseo yeppeungeol tto neoraseo neoppuningeol
Neon nae sarangingeol
Neo ttaemune sara neo ttaemune naega saljanha o nan~
Naega neol saranghaneun iyu geugeon geunyang neojanha yaksokhaejullae
Neon geunyang jigeumcheoreom nae yeopeman isseojwo nae sarang jul su itge
Hanbeondeo neol saranghae love you

Translation Credits: pop!gasa 
Romanizations by: kpoplyrics.net

soooo.. romantic i thought!!